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I have no memory of this place, or, a rambling update of sorts
Just a moment of me actually being able to stay awake long enough to post something. Heh! For a certain amount of time I actually did forget I had this journal, sort of. I was shocked to realize it's been nearly a year and a half since I've engaged with it. Time has a way of stretching out, then snapping back like a rubber band, sometimes feeling unbearably long and tedious, other times moving much too fast! Wish I could say I've made great accomplishments this last while, or had many adventures, or even read lots of books, but alas, mostly it's just been the usual, getting by, confronting old ghosts, stressing over bills, savoring the quiet weekends when they come.
On the old fandom front: I never did get back around to posting more of my old fic to A03. Sometimes I get a lovely comment on some of my already posted works that brings me to think about uploading more, but I never seem to manage it. Instead, I remember back to the heady days of LJ and then drift off again without uploading anything. Occasionally, I think upon all my old, dearest flames (LOTR, RPS, Stargate Atlantis, Hawaii 5-0, MCU/Loki, Tour of Duty) but that's mostly all I do, think of them fondly. Every now and then I'll seek fic out and lurk about on A03. More often I nibble on my newer faves, The Captive Prince trilogy, and the All For the Game trilogy in form of audio books that I listen to at work.
On the new fandom front: plot twist, I'm writing. And am thoroughly enjoying the process, quite possibly more than I can ever remember doing. I'm just having fun, putting no pressure on myself, and don't really care what anyone else thinks about it, which is probably why I'm enjoying it so, ha! I'll probably be posting some rambling notes here, just 'cause I want to, and then eventually the fic. It's a fairly obscure fandom which few will probably have ever heard of, but I'm in a strange state of bliss while writing it. Anyhow, that's all for now.
On the old fandom front: I never did get back around to posting more of my old fic to A03. Sometimes I get a lovely comment on some of my already posted works that brings me to think about uploading more, but I never seem to manage it. Instead, I remember back to the heady days of LJ and then drift off again without uploading anything. Occasionally, I think upon all my old, dearest flames (LOTR, RPS, Stargate Atlantis, Hawaii 5-0, MCU/Loki, Tour of Duty) but that's mostly all I do, think of them fondly. Every now and then I'll seek fic out and lurk about on A03. More often I nibble on my newer faves, The Captive Prince trilogy, and the All For the Game trilogy in form of audio books that I listen to at work.
On the new fandom front: plot twist, I'm writing. And am thoroughly enjoying the process, quite possibly more than I can ever remember doing. I'm just having fun, putting no pressure on myself, and don't really care what anyone else thinks about it, which is probably why I'm enjoying it so, ha! I'll probably be posting some rambling notes here, just 'cause I want to, and then eventually the fic. It's a fairly obscure fandom which few will probably have ever heard of, but I'm in a strange state of bliss while writing it. Anyhow, that's all for now.
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You're here!! I'm glad to know you are still kicking around!
I'm really glad you hear you are writing and will be excited to see what you come up with!
I hear you on uploading things to AO3 - my biggest issue is I can't force myself to just repost it. I want to edit and revise and and and . . . Then it becomes just too big of a time suck to do it.
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I got back into writing quite by accident, just by revisiting an old TV show I'd loved as a kid, especially one character, and my imagination took off from there. The show only lasted one season, and though there is a Fandom, or was one, as far as I can tell there's no m/m fiction, which I find intolerable. Lol. I'm just having fun with it. We'll see what happens!
I sometimes want to edit my old fic but not always. Mostly I just don't have the energy to deal with it though I still want to get a lot of it moved to Ao3.
Glad to see you!